As you know from reading my blog I’ve been having no luck with sex or men or emo boyz or goth guyz. So when I’m in a dry spell of sexlessness I turn to my Vibrator for pleasure and solace. Besides my vibrator doesn’t whine well it does buzz but it doesn’t text me endlessly or write stupid stuff on my Facebook wall. It lies in waiting in my sex toy box under my bed for when I get horny…like very night lol. I even give my sex toys names like one of vibrators is Buzz yeah I know how original. I named one of my dildos after some guy I fucked whose dick looked like the dildo so that dildo is Zack. Unfortunately Zack was a one nite stand but the dildo takes his place now.

I know guys have their secret sex toy box or keep sex toys stashed in a drawer. If I had my way they would all be Stoya Fleshlights since I’m secretly (or not so secretly cuz I blog about it here all the time) in love with Stoya. Guys like Sex Toy Singapore like Fleshlights, Tenga toys, anal beads, vibrating eggs. Guys like the Tenga sex toys because they don’t look like sex toys y’know for guys who like going stealth with their sex toys. Me? I don’t care if a guy has sex toys cuz I have sex toys too. I know that guys masturbate a lot and if I was a guy using my hand to jerk off over and over it would get boring which is why Fleshlights and Tenga toys would probably make masturbating more fun. Just like Buzz and Zack do for me! }Scarlet Angel{

My sexless existence continues. The sugar daddy I wrote about last month never showed up for the coffee meet-up guess he jerked off to my pix. Then I broke my own rule of don’t give an emo boy your cellphone #. I met a kewt emo boy at a party last weekend who seemed really kewl at the party so I gave him cell # cuz I thought I could hang with him hang just hang cuz sex with emo boys sux but then he started bombing me with texts. Get this if I didn’t text him back in 3 secs I’d get another text from him n then another more n more manic YRU not answering MY TEXTS who’s there wit u???? Shit like that. Emo boyz pfffft. Then when I finally blew him off he told me I was a bech (his word for bitch) n that I looked like an ugly troll doll cuz I’m short ugly n have orange troll doll hair.

I have one message for emo boy FUCK YOU FUCK OFF n DIE. I bet he jerked off to my emo girl pix dunno how many times this week. Just my luck to meet a psycho just my luck the sugar daddy didn’t show up cuz I need $ too who doesn’t. Maybe I should just make out with n hang with an emo girl n ditch emo boyz.

I’ve had fn jobs I hated so I quit them. First one was fast food at one of the biggest burger hurlers. Believe me you never want to eat fast food ever again. I can tell you 100 reasons why and the first 2 involve food dropped on the floor and spit on. I worked at a big chain restaurant place. It sucked to be so smiley n polite and be required to put my hair back in a rubber band n barrette. I wasn’t allowed to wear black nail polish there, the boss said it was too *scary*. Red was ok but black wasn’t. Ponder that. I was a barista. I could be my Goth or Emo Girl self. But I sucked. Made, burned and served coffee, lattes, espressos. I couldn’t do it fast enough. Ppl giving me disgusted looks. Quality takes time. No one cares abt quality. Ppl just want their shit fast. It was time to quit. Ticket girl at the art house cinema. At least I could wear my black nail polish and not have to put my hair back in a rubber band. Limited hours, pay was sucky. Got to see cool flicks for free. It was the only job I ever kinda liked. Then the theater couldn’t afford to stay open, the fucked economy. More jobs I won’t write abt cuz I don’t wanna bore you. I was fn sick of it all n said to myself: no more fucked up paycheck minimum wage slave name tag jobs. What’s a Goth Girl or Emo Girl to do when you just want to be yourself?

Work for yourself! So now I have my website. Naked pixxies of me online. Dominate a few wimp Sugar Daddies as a Goth Dominatrix. Phone sex. Talk to a Goth Vixen! }Scarlet Angel{

Are you going to add more body art?

Oh yes definitely! I have places on my body where I want to put more body art. Tattoos only. I have a pretty sick allergy to metals so piercings are just hell to deal with. I’m going to keep my navel piercing and of course what girl doesn’t have her ears pierced? I have to use platinum, no gold or cheap metals. But I’m not going to do any facial or tongue or nipples or clit or other piercings. It’s not that I don’t want to. My body doesn’t tolerate metals.

Would you ever date anyone who didn’t have body art?

Yes! I’d just make them get body art or really hyper-encourage them! Unless they were allergic. Our bodies are blank canvases till we begin painting them, coloring them, decorating them.

Are you a natural redhead?

Of course! I am now! Hahaha. What is natural? This is how I was meant to look so it’s natural to me. Actually I was a dark blonde then my hair got a little darker. I put Scarlet Flame red in now. My eyes are hazel and my skin is pale so it looks so perfect on me don’t you think?

Do ppl say you look a lot like Liz Vicious?

Shouldn’t they be saying she looks like me? ok. Back to reality. I think she’s uber hott. And she’s famous and she makes a living doing what she loves, she lives *it*. Maybe I’ll be able to do that sumday.

Do you avoid the sun to keep your skin so pale?

Yeah kinda. Or I use SPF 1000 lolol. I never could tan anyway. My skin is way too pale. I would just get freckles or sunburn. I guess my body doesn’t like the sun or metals. Someone told me I need to read abt Chinese elements. I haven’t read up on it yet but it’s something like we are either fire, earth, water, wind, metal. I guess I’m not metal, but am I not fire?

Are you Goth or Emo?

Right now I’m more Goth Girl than Emo Girl. I started out as an Emo Girl but trended toward Goth. Sometimes I wake up n I can feel I’m going to more having more of a Goth or an Emo day so I dress and do my make-up and then I’m a Goth Girl or Emo Girl. It’s not an act, it’s a fn expression of who I am. But overall if I marked days on my calendar I have more Goth Girl than Emo Girl days. I have one Emo tattoo on one shoulder and one Goth tattoo (a Wiccan pentagram) on my other shoulder. I’m Gemini so I bear the burden of being born under the sign of the twins. I think that explains a lot about my dual nature.

So you’re Wiccan?

I’m delving in but I wouldn’t say I’m officially a witch. I like spellcasting. I like a religion where women hold positions of power and respect and where the religious hierarchy isn’t run by a bunch of old hypocrites who don’t want women using birth control. (re: Catholicism. I was raised Catholic).

Do you use your birth name?

Hardly ever. I want to change it when I have an extra thousand bucks to go to court and change it. I hate that we’re fn stigmatized by our birth names for the rest of our lives. My birth name is a pretty girl’s name but it’s not a name that fits me. I think ppl should be able to automatically change their names at age 18 to something they want not what their parents gave them. So I go by }Scarlet Angel{

I hate how WordPress blogs default start the first post with Hello World. And how ppl leave up the generic Hello World post, like grow some creativity ppl!!! The only time I ever liked Hello World was when I saw The Runaways movie and I heard the song Cherry Bomb. “Hello World, I’m a wild girl, ChChChChChCherry Bomb!” Now that is the totally fn proper usage of Hello World. I downloaded that punk song onto my mp3 player.

In one of my blogs cumming up I’m going to list some of my favorite bands, musicians n stuff but right now I just wanted to get my first fn post up. My photo gallery is going up in a few days too. I did self shots for some of my pix and sum1 who is kinda my bf but I can’t stand having him @ me all the time cuz he gets on my nerves, took some of the other pixxies.

Why am I doing The Lewd Angel blog? It’s better than a Myspace page <– super lame or a Facebook <– super evil fuckers. Did you see The Social Network? Well then you know what I mean right? ok.

I want to express myself, show off to the world. Hello world! I’m a wild girl. Yeah so there will be pixxies of me plus other goth and emo chicks who I find hott and stuff I want to write abt. I’m also going to be doing phone sex but not like phone fucking. I was thinking abt doing clips4sale.com or imlive.com but I’m fn terrible on video or cam so I figured I’ll just do it on the phone. What I’ll be doing is called JOI and JOE phone sex. Jerk Off Instructions and Jerk Off Encouragement mixed with Humiliation or Fetishes. I’m totally into Fetishes. As soon as I’m set up to do phone sex, you’ll see it here on my site The Lewd Angel. signed… }Scarlet Angel{ PS the }{ mean Angel wings