Goth Birthday Girl

It figures my birthday was the day the Rapture was supposed to happen. I was actually secretly wishing it would happen that all the religious freakos would get beamed up to heaven leaving us heathens to to take over the world n of course to fn party! I had to do a family birthday party appearance mostly just to collect checks from my mom n gran who was going on about the Rapture being blasphemous because it’s not in the bible. One of the earliest memories I have is my gran teaching me this sunday school song: the B-I-B-L-E that’s the book for me. I think early Christian religious brainwashing made it’s mark on me to become a non-believer in Christ.

Sooo…I kept waiting for the Rapture to see ppl floating up like balloons to heaven but nothing happened. I went to a Rapture party where everyone was supposed to party like there was no tomorrow. But some party ppl knew it was my birthday so I had to do more shots of Jager which has a blend of herbs in it that have some kind of time space warpage opioid effect on me. I got pretty fucked up. Then when I got home n fell asleep I had Rapture nightmares. Something some force was trying to take me to heaven n I didn’t want to go. I said I don’t belong there or in limbo I belong in hell where the eternal hellfires burn.

When Stephen Hawkings said there is no heaven he didn’t say if there was no hell. But he did say our brains are like computers and when they shut down – they shut down – and then there is nothing. We have no souls. I have to think about that more when I’m not fucked up or hungover n when I’m in the mood to think about deep shit like that.

Happy Birthday to Me! Dead inside cos I have no soul }Scarlet Angel{

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