To date or not to date goth that is the question. It’s been 365 since I was in a relationship. Now I just fuck around. I’ve had dating profiles up on the free dating sites Plenty of Fish (Plenty of Stinky Fish) n OK Cupid (OK Stupid) for about a year now. Mostly I forget they are there but when I remember to sign in I just get messages from guys who want to fuck a goth or emo chick cuz it’s like another trophy fuck or cuz they know goth n emo girls are emotionally vulnerable n EZ targets. For me it’s EZer to be with an emo boy or goth boy it’s mutual despair but awful sex. Any emo or goth guy I was ever with couldn’t fuck. So I hook up with girls at parties sometimes guys if I’m just feeling like I’d rather kiss a guy or check out his dick but the fucking meh.

I realized I need a good fuck. I’m also on this sugar daddy dating site which is where I met my slave. I changed my profile for a few days to find a real man maybe one who knows how to fuck cuz he’s older n willing to pay for my time cuz that’s legal. Paying for sex illegal paying for time perfectly legal. So I have a coffee meet-up tomw to check out this guy who claims he’s separated from his wife. He wants to check out a goth or emo girl see what he’s missing. He likes looking at all the goth and emo porn sites. I guess if he wants to pay for my time I’ll be into it cuz then I can buy all the stuff I’ve been wanting like some gothic Lolita dresses and the raven hair band. Maybe I’ll get fucked good too. }Scarlet Angel{

What every1 wants to know and asks me is how do I keep looking pretty pale n goth girl in the summer. I don’t go out in the summer sun much. I’m not a vampire girl but I’m not a fan of the sun’s rays at all. I’m not a sun sign by birth therefore not into the fire of the sun tho my hair is fiery red. I’m really a blonde girl born blonde. I’ve dyed my hair every color from platinum to jet black n now red. I like scarlet red since it matches my name Scarlet Angel. So being blonde naturally I’ve always had a sun sensitivity. Out in the sun? Instant sunburn or freckles. Now I use sunscreen if I’m even going to be out in the sun longer than 15 minutes. I don’t want to get a scarlet sunburn lol. I wouldn’t say I ever got a tan or even wanted one I’m not a California Barbie blonde. I probably don’t have the melanin or whatever in my skin to even go tan anyway. Some ppl say well being so pale looks unhealthy but the point is that if you are a goth girl you don’t want to look healthy. Pretty pale is our color in this world of all different colors of flesh. I could never or would never do a fake spray on orange tan. Who wants to look like an Oompa Loompa orange goth girl? You’ve seen the Oompa Loompas from the Willy Wonka’s Chocolate Factory movie? Yeah they were orange short people. I’m only 5′ 2 so I’d look like an Oompa Loompa goth girl if I got a spray on tan. I wish I could have skin as pale and creamy as my idol goth girl altgirl Stoya. Her skin is goth pale n perfect.