Goth Loving Mistress

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Tattoo Regret

As you can tell I’ve gotten some new tattoos. Now I’m not sure if I should have gotten them {sads}. I liked them when I first got them or else I wouldn’t have gotten them. Each one is a symbol of something in my life. But these tatts were done private instead of going to an ink parlor so part of the problem is they look cheap and probably need to be re-inked. Also I’m not exactly sure if I really wanted these tattoos for life. I’ve heard ppl start to suffer from ‘tattoo regret’ n I hope I am not one of them. But by this time I think I am. It would’ve been different if I had gotten a dozen body piercings cos if I get tired of them I just take out the jewelry n let the holes close. Tattoos are for life. Well there is laser removal. But most of the ones I have are in areas I don’t think they could use a laser. So this leaves me with the fact that I am stuck with all of my tatts for the rest of my life. I better teach myself that I can’t get rid of tattoos whenever I decide I am mentally over them. I wish that I would have spent time n thought about these tattoos before I actually went thru with them. But I was too impulsive. If tattoo regret is what I am going to suffer from ok I might as well try my best to deal with it. }Scarlet{

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Emo Girls

Why do boyz like emo girls like me? They tell me my long hair is amazing n my hair color rocks and my eyes. Believe it or not I’m a natural blond n went redhead for my original emo look to match my emo girl name Scarlet Angel. Then for a while early this summer I did a contrast of blond and brunette with a few extensions just to switch it up (see pic). The same old look gets boring to emo girls. An emo girl n her look are always changing like her moods n emotions. Hey I got a few new emo tattoos (not sure if I like?) plus lip n eyebrow piercings. I don’t always wear my lip piercings just when I want to look fierce like my snakebites. Boyz like tatts n piercings n body art on an emo GF cuz it shows our dark rebellious sexiness n expression of individuality. Reflects our deep emo soul. Plus boyz like our pale skin n kewt emo girl bodies. Some boyz have told me I look like a doll? Remember that fn asshole-e-o who told me I looked like a troll doll well I’m not fn talking that type of doll but… Boyz think emo girls are edgy not like regular girlz next door yknow lil miss pure n innocent chicks. That’s so not me. Most boyz assume we smoke weed n do other stuff maybe true. We all need to trip off reality sometimes right? }Scarlet Angel{

Gothic Girl Lolita Dresses – Goth Fashion Statement

Lolita isn’t the book by Nabokov well Lolita is a book by Nabokov but in goth fashion Lolita is the term given to a Japanese street fashion trend inspired by clothing design of the Edwardian n Victorian eras. Japan has launched a lot of fashion trends in the alt scene like Hello Kitty for the Emo Girls n Cosplay (costume play) for the Cosplay n Steam Punk Girls.

Lolita fashion started in Japan about 20 years ago n has been adopted as a current goth fashion trend especially in the US and UK. As an Edwardian example see Helena Bonham Carter’s black gown she wore to the Oscars that I wrote about. Very Lolita style. She got fn ripped on the fashion blogs for the dress: like she looked in shambles like she walked out of Dickensian novel like she looked like a Dress Lodger* but I knew what she was going for n I’m sure most Lolita fashion fans did too. I have a couple of Lolita dresses I bought on eBay Japan. But then I found this website with a lot of Lolita dresses not too out of reach spendy. I have my eye on this one:

Black Goth Fashion Lolita Dress

n this one:

Black Gothic Lolita Dress Fashion Trend

Likey? Mostly I wear Lolita dresses to parties cos otherwise ppl would think I work at the Renaissance Faire as a serving wench who brings tankards of mead to the wood plank table. Yeah the Ren Faire @ here gives jobs to a lot of ppl in the summer. I was thinking about applying if I run low on cash. Don’t I kind of have a medieval fairie girl look?

*Dress Lodger is a 19th century term for a London street prostitute who would take over the dress of a hooker who had died of disease n then when/if the girl died from same disease, the dress would yet again be passed on to the next unlucky prostitute. I learned about this sad fate in one of my Fashion Design classes. This would be an example of a Dress Lodger-esque Gothic Lolita Dress:


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Quoth the Raven Nevermore – Goth Symbolism

I totally covet this hair accessory. A hair band with a silver Raven n Raven feathers. Gawd I must have it. Ravens are very goth.

Goth Raven Hair Band

So are crows. They steal our souls if we have them. Crows are also the symbol of death. Some gothics will keep a dead crow in a box in their apartment or bedroom so the smell of death is there. Death is all around us anyway. I wouldn’t go that far. I like my place clean but my mind dirty n dark.

I read n re-read the poem The Raven by Edgar Allen Poe that poet was goth. All the stuff he wrote he was definitely goth before goth was goth. Was he the first to make the Raven a dark symbol a symbol of madness? I think after reading the poem so many times it’s become like a mantra to me. The man in the poem had lost his true love and was dark depressed n crazed over it. Who doesn’t feel that way after losing their love? I lost my true love cos he moved n won’t even talk to me n now I have this lame whatever emo boy in my life who worships me but I hate how he’s so into me. I know if I tell him I want this hair band he’ll buy it. Maybe he’s really my emo slave. }Scarlet Angel{

PS the hair band is from

Goth Vixen Scarlet Angel’s Wage Slave Resume

I’ve had fn jobs I hated so I quit them. First one was fast food at one of the biggest burger hurlers. Believe me you never want to eat fast food ever again. I can tell you 100 reasons why and the first 2 involve food dropped on the floor and spit on. I worked at a big chain restaurant place. It sucked to be so smiley n polite and be required to put my hair back in a rubber band n barrette. I wasn’t allowed to wear black nail polish there, the boss said it was too *scary*. Red was ok but black wasn’t. Ponder that. I was a barista. I could be my Goth or Emo Girl self. But I sucked. Made, burned and served coffee, lattes, espressos. I couldn’t do it fast enough. Ppl giving me disgusted looks. Quality takes time. No one cares abt quality. Ppl just want their shit fast. It was time to quit. Ticket girl at the art house cinema. At least I could wear my black nail polish and not have to put my hair back in a rubber band. Limited hours, pay was sucky. Got to see cool flicks for free. It was the only job I ever kinda liked. Then the theater couldn’t afford to stay open, the fucked economy. More jobs I won’t write abt cuz I don’t wanna bore you. I was fn sick of it all n said to myself: no more fucked up paycheck minimum wage slave name tag jobs. What’s a Goth Girl or Emo Girl to do when you just want to be yourself? Be a Goth Dominatrix. Phone sex. Talk to a Goth Vixen! }Scarlet Angel{

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